Saturday, May 17, 2014

Can things get anymore awkward?

With a week filled with awkward moments I would like to introduce a couple of characters that will fill these lines.
Izzybool: A 16 year old rebellious, smart, and sometimes a bit quiet
Miny: A short 16 year old crazy, video game lover, math lover, and smart
Kiria: A 16 year old basketball player who is totally flirtatious, loud, and smart
Leasly: A 16 year old runner who is bubbly, clumsy, and  fun
Melanay: A 16 year old runner who is typing in these memories, loud, crazy, outspoken, and adventurous
Gigibooa: A 16 year old quiet gal, smart, and has inner craziness that she has not yet explored
Maranay: A 19 year old gal college student, short, and future journalist

Once upon there were six girls who attended South East High School and were naive about the mysteries that existed in the world, flash-forward 3 years later and its junior year, the hardest year ever. These girls are beginning to discover and live little by little the fullness that life has. Their lives are filled with wonder, mystery, and lots of lots of gossip. As innocent as these six girls may seem inside each and everyone of them lies the spirit of adventure and craziness and secrets that people do not know about like really people do not know about.

It's May 15, 2014 and what seemed like a normal day turned out as the most awkwardest day ever. It all started during 3rd period at about 10 am pacific time when the phone rang in Ms. Medina's Ap Spanish Literature, we were preparing for our test when she says to go to Mr. Jlapes office. Just a little background info, Mr. Jalpez is the meanest, scariest, yet best counselor that is a dean at school. Anyways I was just so surprised that he called me in because like my teacher says "I don't even kill a fly" so I head down stairs and I am just like what did I do know. Well it turns out that I said the school's college counselor an email commenting on what she was wearing and on how nice her butt was. The moment that he read that to me I was in awe, I did not know what to think. I felt as if a cold bucket of water had been dropped on my face. It was just such an embarrassing and awkward moment that I would never like to relive again. He stared at me at the eyes and with a big and strong voice asked me if I was the one who sent the email and I was like no I didn't. Apparently he believed me but he just scolded me which made me feel dubious about what thoughts had gone through his mind. As the day goes by the bell rings and its the end of lunch time so I head down to the weight room because we had to prepare before going official to the Track and Field Finals. I thought that my embarrassing moments were going to end when the things only became more worse. When we were inside the weight rooms one of my friends name Hatalgy was trying to fix her hair when she drops the weight lifting bar and it hits a portion of my head. It made a really loud noise so I flushed when everyone had turned around; it was such an embarrassing moment because it actually really did hurt but I did not want to make the girl feel bad so I was telling everyone that I was fine(when I really wasn't). We head out to the race and I'm like ok I've had a bad enough day so this race is going to be great. Yeah, that was a lie because when I ran my race I officially became baptized as hurdler. For the first time while I was running the 300m Hurdles races in the beginning of the 100m I fell and ate what is commonly known as shit. I think my ego hurt much more than the actual scar at the moment. Currently the scar hurts more because I think that I dislocated my knee but at the time just the idea that everyone( including the really cute guys from the other schools) had seen me fall, so it was so demoralizing. After the race was over I just wanted to hide under my sweater which I couldn't because I had to run the 4 x 4 relay. I thought that my anger was going to be enough to at least place 3rd but I was wrong because at the end I made a full of myself. While initially I didn't really think I looked stupid as I recall I totally look stupid. What made look stupid was that I had about a 50m gap at the end and I just started to blow kisses to my teammates. Yeah, that was really stupid of me but I just conform with the idea that I had fun at the moment.

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Failure on Repeat

Everyone at least has had a taste of failure, whether it was failing a math test or a being reject to a certain program. Failure is the slap in the face that stings the most as well as the that moves the spirit the most. Yes, movies may make me want to cry my eyes out, but man with failure I just to stand up and beat the living cracker out of the person next to me. Although failure is only an impulse its a turning point that makes me flip out, I know that I can convert those same emotions to power like actual super powers like Flash because those emotions are even more revolutionary than a girl's hormones on her days. Failure is the most unexpected yet expected event. You know that it can happen or it is happening but when it comes its just like BAM! Failure constantly repeats itself and which makes it seem as if it will never end. But failure is just part of the discovery process of life. By failing once on one area you either try it again with a different tactic or  turn around and just close that chapter. Failure is inevitable and filled with might to destroy humanity though humans have the power to destroy it. So if you are failing right now do not be afraid to stand up to it because as cliche as it may seem "you got the power". Remember failure is period of trial and if you know that you can do better than just do it.